i hate every single day of my life, i hate people around me and those who are not so around, i hate every place i go to, hate myself for being so hateful. why live?
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Hate is a powerful drug
Hi,
I can empathize with what you say, and have come to learn over time that hate is a drug and a very powerful one. Not only is is powerful, it is destructive. The feelings of self loathing take you to places you do not want to go, and in just posting on this forum, my guess is that you are aware that hate is eating you alive.
I often go to these places, but I invest a lot of energy into reminding myself that my hatred is not me talking but this drug and I am trying to quit this drug, just as I am trying to quit smoking. I know that many have managed to quit smoking and have succeeded, this simple belief is what keeps me trying. I look up and see the stars and night, the sun shining through my window in the morning and these constants keep me going.
Its a long road to success, but a road worth walking.
Re: hate
Hi! Thanks for your comment. Have been thinking about what you say, maybe it's worth a try.
And good luck with quitting. I smoked my last ciggie a year ago. I guess I feel better, just miss it too often, especially now. Hate myself for that as well, lol.
If you can quit smoking...
... you can achieve anything. I just had a smoke, but tomorrow is another day
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